Monday, March 31, 2014

Mark Camp 2014

I (Donan) had the great privilege of leading 5 students through the first half of the gospel of Mark.  Students discovered Jesus in new ways and more of what it means to be disciples.  Instead of trying to summarize the week in my own words, here are theirs:

1)      What have you been learning about yourself as we studied Mark?
-      I learned the preliminaries of finding rest in God.  I learned about needing to listen to go where God wants.  I learned some of what it means to be a disciple.  I learned about what my community could like if it was the kingdom of God.  I learned what the kingdom of God was for me.  I learned what it really means to make Jesus bigger than my problems, and I finally learned [about] quiet time.  I finally understood about the loaves.
      
-        I have been learning to be able to ask to understand things and contemplate them over time without being frustrated.  Mark has helped me to be able to understand the nature of being receptive of what God’s trying to teach me.

-        I’ve learned a lot about myself that has been sort of independent of Mark, but not independent of God.  Mark has brought up some important questions I have about God and my relationships to Him but I’ve ultimately realized that my understanding of God at any given moment doesn’t change who God is.  So I can have faith that even when I’m sitting in tension or don’t quite understand an aspect of God or scripture, God is still God.  He is good and cares for me just the same.  So my love for Him shouldn’t change just because I’m in tension with something.

2)      What have you been learning about studying scripture?
-        How to ask good questions, how to look for clues, how to accept unexpected answers, how to let go of dead-ends, and how to be good soil.

-        I’ve been learning how to make connections between sections of the text.  Before I always like it was a stretch to make multi-page connections but since Mark wrote us a book with intention, it makes sense to make connections.

            It’s so good!  I loved studying Mark manuscript-style.  As much as it frustrated me that [Donan] and Brandi wouldn’t reveal understanding to us, I realized we’re just like the disciples in that way.  Jesus didn’t give them direct answers either.  So, studying scripture is similar to the disciples and live with encountering Jesus.